Rayna, Ashlee, and Scott

don't give up on me

Well, so far I'm not keeping up with this. Dang IT. But, I won't give it up. I'll keep trucking along. I went to Houston this weekend and I had so much fun. For now it is late and I am going to sleep, but tomorrow during the job hunting I will have more to say I am sure of it. So, sleep well my little friends and dream of the stories I will tell tomorrow.

content is for cows..

So, I really don't have any deep thoughts to discuss with you blog readers today, I know that must be uber disappointing for you folks but I promise one of these days I'll come up with something good. I forgot about y'all yesterday and that was sad for me because it really is my goal to keep up with this thing. Thursdays are my favorite days, the are the day before the weekend starts (which actually only matters if you work Monday-Friday). They are the day that I weigh I really love to weigh, probably a little too much but I just can't help myself! I lost 1.8 pounds this week and that's exciting stuff. I ate mexican food and that was yummy since it isn't a luxury that one gets in Florida, at least not good stuff. I talked to Scott forever today, he must have been missing me or feeling guilty or something because that boy never spends that much time on the phone with me. But, I'm not complaining I miss him too! I need to call the real Abbi because I would sure like to hang out with her, same state and all. And the decoy duck well that's just a whole other annoyance in my life, but I think will just let that one slide. I try not to dwell on it too much...

I watched the second to the last Friends today and tried to explain to Grammy the reason I have never watched the last one is because I can't bare to know if Ross and Rachel don't end up together. It might crush all of my hopes and dreams about love and romance it's just easier for me to assume that they do end up together. I like not knowing the truth. She is shocked that no one ever told me the ending. I guess she just doesn't know the kind of people that I surround myself with, the non-spoiling kind.

I set myself one goal to accomplish today, and I completed it...kinda. I totally took the easy way out and should be ashamed of myself but I'm not....I am content.

a new day...

Alright well you may think that I missed yesterday but the truth is that I tried to post by cell phone and I am sad to announce that it did not work. So, that's too bad. Today with some urging I filed my taxes, well mostly I just need to find one thing so that I can make sure it's right. Yay! I'll be happy to be getting that money put into my bank account! Tonight my favorite show is on, The biggest loser! It really motivates me to do well in my own weight loss journey. I was really excited to come to Oklahoma I thought that it would really give me the jump start I needed get to my goal faster, but I could not have been more wrong. Since I've gotten here over a month ago I think I have lost half a pound. Sometimes, that's frustrating especially since I really want to meet my goal before the wedding. But, at least I'm not gaining and I am getting more activity in since I left Florida that's a positive. I tried to email my resume to the lady I met at the workshop with no prevail all three attempts were sent back to me, so that was disappointing. The search continues. In other news I broke a nail this morning (I am not one of those girls, but I've been working really hard to get my nails healthy and not biting and breaking them). Oh well such is life I suppose. The rest of them are looking pretty good if I do say so myself. That would be thanks to my compulsive nail painting I think. I also did some laundry today and that my friends is what I call a fairly productive day in the life of an unemployed college graduate.

the first day

I've had a blog before, two actually. I have eventually stopped writing in both of them, that's common though right? Each one was important at a separate time in my life. Now I am starting a new chapter in life. The one that begins with job searching and soul searching. The chapter where everyone one starts to grow up and the "grownups" seem to be dying more frequently. So, what makes this one different? I am not sure yet only time and posts can tell but I think it will be new and maybe a few less boring details of my day to day life more about what a 20-something (as I have been called so much lately) thinks about. Well, for now I think it is just appropriate to welcome me to my new spot.