These goals were life goals.
It's no secret (if you know me) that I thought my life was going to go very differently than it has. From the time I can remember I've said if I wasn't married by the time I was 28 (like that would happen) I'd have a baby alone. But last year as I struggled with the fact that I was turning 27 (it was hard, hard, hard for me) and that was happening it became a reality that I needed to figure out some new life plans. I'm NOT interested in having a baby alone at this point in my life, and I can't sit around being sad about being 27, 28, or oh my lord what was 30 going to be like?!?
So....I came up with some new goals and new things I wanted to accomplish and pushed back my I'll-have-a-baby-alone-at-this-age significantly and sent them to my bestie and we got started (and it really is we because I could not have done it without him)
All of that to say....
I'm a College Student again.
I'm half way through my first semester and it's so different this time around, I do my homework (though I have two midterms next week and I'm procrastinating studying by blogging), go to class, take notes, pay attention you know all the things you're supposed to do but I just was not interested in doing the first time around. So far I'm loving it.
I'm so excited about the direction everything is headed!